Clueless

Hi There,

How long has it been since we don't talk to each other? the last time we met is on Dzulhijah 10th. About 10 months ago. I always wait the moment I can talk to you again yet I am so afraid and feel so ashamed. 

You have turned to someone else. No longer the one I used to know. No longer the one who was trying to find his path. you have grown up a lot and sadly we are apart. Sometimes I wonder which moment takes us to this way. what mistake I made so that you go away. If only you have a clue of how much I miss you.

This feeling is insane. I thought as time flies by, as the little amount of our encounter, I will slowly forget all the things about you. But I was wrong. The place where I belong today is so close to you. It is true that you are not there but your story is always there. so, what can I do?

I am clueless.