Lemme Give The Heart a Space

Few days back, I have a short conversation with my roommate. She is my friend in work and is two years younger than me. We actually just met 5 months ago. But we are close enough.

I told her that it is difficult for me to find someone reliable to me. Falling in love is always an easy thing but loving doesn't mean receiving. At this age sometimes love is not really the important one. we are not just live with love, we need to concern something else yet understand is a understanding only. the heart was still locked.

After thinking for a while my friend then replied, "Got it. what you need to do is one simple thing. Make your heart sterile. Do not put your hope to anyone just Allah. If you need love just ask to Allah who own all the love in this universe. Insyaallah He will give you what you need."

The day after, I started to applied what my friend said, to not put my hope to anyone just Allah. and I think it is much better than I have to hurt my self by hoping someone that I should not to. at this point, I learn to be sincere and surrender to whatever happen and will happen to me,

La haula wa laa quwwata illa billah.