Untuk kedua kalinya, dalam bulan ini, I meet your beloved papa. Setiap kali hendak menemui Beliau, aku masih harus mengatur hati, agar tangan tidak tremor, dan tidak berbuat atau mengatakan hal-hal konyol.
Kadang aku bertanya-tanya, kenapa untuk menemui seorang manusia saja hatiku bisa bergetar cukup hebat? Tetapi dibanding wawancara yang dulu, kemarin dan saat ini - aku lebih bisa mengatur emosi. Sedikit lebih tenang.
Aku bersyukur dengan adanya rencana Beliau untuk menanam durian di komplek Mahad ini, Ba. It gives me chances to meet Him more often. I am afraid to make him disappointed if the program is fail. But I will try my best. Will for sure give my best.
But I feel a bit sad. It seems He doesn't recognize me. I want to tell him about the progress of His Biography book, I want to ask everything I need to know about Him, but it's likely I have no brave anymore.
It is okay, Ba. The book is still in progress. Sorry for make it long.
Kadang aku bertanya-tanya, kenapa untuk menemui seorang manusia saja hatiku bisa bergetar cukup hebat? Tetapi dibanding wawancara yang dulu, kemarin dan saat ini - aku lebih bisa mengatur emosi. Sedikit lebih tenang.
Aku bersyukur dengan adanya rencana Beliau untuk menanam durian di komplek Mahad ini, Ba. It gives me chances to meet Him more often. I am afraid to make him disappointed if the program is fail. But I will try my best. Will for sure give my best.
But I feel a bit sad. It seems He doesn't recognize me. I want to tell him about the progress of His Biography book, I want to ask everything I need to know about Him, but it's likely I have no brave anymore.
It is okay, Ba. The book is still in progress. Sorry for make it long.
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